The day that I started lying

i keep lying to myself that i don need you here now..

i keep saying to myself that i can move on and stay strong..

i keep telling myself that i just need you when i'm lonely..

i once told you that you meant everything to me and i really mean it..

the moment that you just took a step outside of my life is the moment i feel empty inside..

i keep lying to the people around me that i can keep on going like this..

i keep lying to myself too..

i'm not as strong as people think i am.. 

i'm not as strong as i want myself to be..

i wanted to find someone like you but i knew from the start that i couldn't..

i never lied that i want to live with you till my last breathe..

i missed you so, sayang..i missed you so..

i need to move on and be strong, sayang..

i'm sorry but i need to let you go..

you don't need me anymore as you have someone else..

i hope the best for you..

#there's one time where i keep telling myself i dont need man in my life. (the biggest lie ever)