i keep lying to myself that i don need you here now..
i keep saying to myself that i can move on and stay strong..
i keep telling myself that i just need you when i'm lonely..
i once told you that you meant everything to me and i really mean it..
the moment that you just took a step outside of my life is the moment i feel empty inside..
i keep lying to the people around me that i can keep on going like this..
i keep lying to myself too..
i'm not as strong as people think i am..
i'm not as strong as i want myself to be..
i wanted to find someone like you but i knew from the start that i couldn't..
i never lied that i want to live with you till my last breathe..
i missed you so, sayang..i missed you so..
i need to move on and be strong, sayang..
i'm sorry but i need to let you go..
you don't need me anymore as you have someone else..
i hope the best for you..
